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innocenceYou may have it
But you you may lose it
It's such a simple thing to lose
But when it's lost
You look for it again
You try to have it once more
But what to do?
It's already gone
So you pretend
You fake yourself
You try hard
but instead of that you could
have just cherished yourself
before you get sullied
now it's too late
once it's gone
it will never come back…
BLOODIt can be seen
But when people say that
Do they really think that way?
Doesn't that mean that they find themselves
Disgusting as well?
I think that it's a fascinating thing...
It represents love
Every feeling can be
Represented in a few streams of blood
But how to explain it?
Words aren't enough
To do it....
LOVEI saw you
My heart fluttered
My brain lagged
I controlled my brain
I thought about it
I knew it
"I fell in love"
But I tried to hide it
You were mischievous
So I kept it
But time passed by
My feeling stopped...
only The memory lasted...
I regretted not telling you about it...
schizophreniaI saw that person
I talked to her
I heard her voice
I enjoyed my time with her
I understood her
She understood me
I had her life
She had mine
She was the other me
Little by little I understood that she was inside me
And then I knew that she was me...
narcissismA long time ago I saw you for the first time
I got interested in you
I discovered you
I grow up watching you
You were always with me
I got attracted to you
I liked you
My feelings grow
And I fell in love with you
I never felt lonely thanks to you
But what should I do?
You are just my reflection...
monophobiaI get scared
I can't stay alone
I can't be surrounded by darkness
I don't want to let go of you
I see it
I hear it
What is it?
It's cold .
It s hard to breath
I don't want to let go of you
No I can't let go of you
Who you are?
I don't care
As long as I m not alone
musicDuring sadness you are there
During happiness you are there
During depression times you are there
During times when i m just emotionless
I get overflowed with emotions thanks to you
During times when I shed tears you are there
I m grateful to you...
Even without people around me
You are there for me
Thanks to you I can't feel lonely
My life just goes on thanks to you
I will never leave you
But live for you…
fake...When I m sad
I want to stop feeling that way
I want to take away that heavy
Thing on my heart
I want to smile
I want those feelings to fade away
And then unconsciously
I fake a smile
I fake a laugh
I fake happiness
I try to deceive myself
Thinking that maybe if I do that it will become real
But I just get imprisoned in a fake world…
sweet nightmareTwo contradictory things happen at the same time
You feel jealousy
You feel hate
You feel like you are becoming a monster
You feel intern ugliness
You don't think anymore
you are taken over by desire
you only think about monopolization
It becomes a nightmare
But at the same time
You feel sweetness
You are transported into an endless
In "love" you never know what will happen
Love is just a sweet nightmare
ShardsThe dream shatters around me like a broken mirror.
Pieces of you surround me, but nothing seems to be clear.
I'm still cleaning up the mess you made.
You should have put down your fear,
You could have stayed.
I'm done chasing.
I've stopped running.
Have you even noticed that I'm walking the other way?
I'm cut by the shards of what's left of who you were.
Red tears stain the surface while the world is in a blur.
psycho bitchI'm the one who's gonna take a fork
scoop out your eye
eat it like a spider with a fly.
Because you took out ma heart
stamped on it
like it meant nothing...
You LEFT with my love..
how am I supposed to give you more?
don't corner me
you can't catch me.
you've cast a web that's too big to handle
you've taken a knife to my chest
I'll evade it.
I took a needle full of toxin's and stuck it in your throat
I kinda smiled while I watched you CHOKE.
You once treated my heart like a joke.
(well not anymore..)
you got what you deserved clean and fair
Have good luck finding heaven
Coz I'm not gonna take you there.
See you in hell
you fucking rotten piece of shit
you took my heart and fucking ate it
I ripped out your guts and fed them to the pond duck's
whilst singing lalalalala.
You may have turned me into a psychotic bitch
but you know what?
IT WAS WORTH IT
now your dead..
DEAD AND GONE!!!
you won't be coming back
and I won't mourn.
Little girlLittle girl,
Bullies gonna make you hurl,
What does it feel like to be thrown away,
What would it feel like to make them pay,
Don't you care?
That they were never there?
What would you say,
If they all just went away?
ListenCan you hear me
Listen to my cries
Feel my pain
See your neglect
Understand what you've put me through
Hear me roar
My anger bouncing off the wall
My sadness ringing in
Your deaf ears
Can't you hear me
Do you just not care
Listen to me
Don't walk away
I'm not finished
If only you'd hear me
If only I could make you see
Why won't you listen
Why don't you care
Do you not see the tears
You're the one that's made to care
It's your job
Why can't you just listen
Maybe you can't hear me
I'm just not loud enough
My SmileThe rain falls outside,
While tears fall inside.
You see me smile for the
But only because you don't
Know the real me.
So next time you say,
"You have a beautiful
Just remember, I'm hiding
Dark secrets and pain
On the inside and scars on
Just thought I should let
You know before you call me
"The Freak Show!"
Mixed EmotionsShe lays her head down and tries to push away the pain. She closes her eyes to try to shut out the world as liquid sorrow rolls down her cheeks. "Why?" Her shattered voice says. Why was she left alone, ignored, left behind. There's a knock on her bedroom door. "Just ignore it" she says to herself, "they'll just call me a cry baby". After a few more minutes they leave. "Guess they really don't care." Then more tears come. "A nobody, that's all I'll ever be", she thinks to herself. Silent sobs can be heard coming from room if you listen close enough. Another knock. She hears the door open and someone slip into the room and reclose the door. "Hey, you alright?" a deep but soft voice says. She knows who it is and can feel herself smile. Someone sits down on the bed and rest his hand on her back. "What's the matter" he says as he wipes away her tears. Her throat closes up when she tries to tell him and sadness comes up again, just not as much as before. "If it's about before, they are wrong
True Lies Your smile was kind, you hug was sweet, you no longer made me feel weak.
Your lips so tender, your kiss so raw, you helped my frozen heart thaw.
You were my dream, my love forever, always together.
That was then, before you changed.
Now you hate, never gentle, you went mental.
Promises you broke, dreams shattered, all by your laughter.
My heart frozen, once again, never to be touched again.
Where did you go, why did you turn so cold?
Tears now fall, engines stall, I miss you all.
I left everyone, their so sad, always mad.
Without a helping hand, I was left to fall, losing it all.
The truth was lies, the lies were true, and now I'll never get over you.
Insanity of LovePigs are soaring through the sky
I can see them too
It's with silver wings they fly
They all belong to you
Trees can be your friends, my dear
We know they won't betray
When the others seem to leer
They will not run away
And if you want to sleep tonight
Underneath the stars
I think that it will be alright
If I fend off the centaurs
The spider's spinning round and round
You're watching it with me
Its focus can astound
Whilst we drift idly
This room that's filled with clocks
Creates a kind of peace
We're trapped inside a box
Refusing to release
I know that you're not sane
My love, but neither am I
And when your hope begins to wane
On me you can rely
Dread to DareThere she cowers, in the cold heart of blackness,
Scratching claws, stupidity, on iron bars,
Despair only driving her to madness;
Her mind in torment, reminding ageless scars.
Pacing back and forth in her confinement,
She laments like an animal, trapped forever;
Tears grace her cheeks with bitterness not refinement;
She plotted her escape but they screamed, No never!
She’s done this to herself resignation no other
She’s signed up for torment, she’s signed up for hell!
Wandering from one restricting corner to another
Ragged, torn, and crawling filth; they swear, don’t tell.
Her ashen cheeks all sunken and hollow
Her hopes once dared to dance, locked down forever
And this is the hell, that was willed follow
Hope, her little friend, now tethered at the end
She wouldn’t give herself a chance, if honestly she did
She’d been freed not pathetic existing beast
In the depths of her beating chest tears protruded
A whisper for help her cumbersome li
HATEYou try too hard to think
That it's not the case
That hate is just born like that
But what you deny
Is the truth
Hate can be born out of love
Even though you know it
Inside of you there is this
Little voice that whispers the truth
You try hard to ignore it
And not to see it
And to mask it
You hate more
But in the end you are
Just a person who
Lusts for love...
Don't hide it
And don't run away from yourself
Just face it and you will see more clearly...
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