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innocenceYou may have it
But you you may lose it
It's such a simple thing to lose
But when it's lost
You look for it again
You try to have it once more
But what to do?
It's already gone
So you pretend
You lie
You fake yourself
You try hard
but instead of that you could
have just cherished yourself
before you get sullied
now it's too late
once it's gone
it will never come back…

BLOODIt can be seen
As gross
Disgusting
But when people say that
Do they really think that way?
Doesn't that mean that they find themselves
Disgusting as well?
I think that it's a fascinating thing...
It's beauty...
Color...
It represents love
Hate
Depression
Every feeling can be
Represented in a few streams of blood
But how to explain it?
Words aren't enough
To do it....

LOVEI saw you
My heart fluttered
My brain lagged
I controlled my brain
I thought about it
I knew it
"I fell in love"
But I tried to hide it
You were mischievous
So I kept it
But time passed by
I changed...
My feeling stopped...
only The memory lasted...
I regretted not telling you about it...

ShardsThe dream shatters around me like a broken mirror.
Pieces of you surround me, but nothing seems to be clear.

I'm still cleaning up the mess you made.
You should have put down your fear,
You could have stayed.
I'm done chasing.
I've stopped running.
Have you even noticed that I'm walking the other way?

I'm cut by the shards of what's left of who you were.
Red tears stain the surface while the world is in a blur.

ListenCan you hear me
Listen
Listen to my cries
Hear me
Feel my pain
See your neglect
Understand what you've put me through
Hear me roar
My anger bouncing off the wall
My sadness ringing in
Your deaf ears
Can't you hear me
Do you just not care
Listen to me
Listen
Don't walk away
I'm not finished
If only you'd hear me
If only I could make you see
Why won't you listen
Why don't you care
Do you not see the tears
I'm shedding
You're the one that's made to care
It's your job
Why can't you just listen

Maybe you can't hear me
Yeah
That's it
I'm just not loud enough

narcissismA long time ago I saw you for the first time
I got interested in you
I discovered you
I grow up watching you
You were always with me
I got attracted to you
I liked you
My feelings grow
And I fell in love with you
I never felt lonely thanks to you
But what should I do?
You are just my reflection...

schizophreniaI saw that person
I talked to her
I heard her voice
I enjoyed my time with her
I understood her
She understood me
I had her life
She had mine
She was the other me
Little by little I understood that she was inside me
And then I knew that she was me...

Insanity of LovePigs are soaring through the sky
I can see them too
It's with silver wings they fly
They all belong to you

Trees can be your friends, my dear
We know they won't betray
When the others seem to leer
They will not run away

And if you want to sleep tonight
Underneath the stars
I think that it will be alright
If I fend off the centaurs

The spider's spinning round and round
You're watching it with me
Its focus can astound
Whilst we drift idly

This room that's filled with clocks
Creates a kind of peace
We're trapped inside a box
Refusing to release

I know that you're not sane
My love, but neither am I
And when your hope begins

My SmileThe rain falls outside,
While tears fall inside.
You see me smile for the
First time,
But only because you don't
Know the real me.

So next time you say,
"You have a beautiful
Smile!"
Just remember, I'm hiding
Dark secrets and pain
On the inside and scars on
The out...
Just thought I should let
You know before you call me
"The Freak Show!"

Would You Care?If I cut,
Would you care?
Or would you let me bleed out there?

If I jumped,
Would you care?
Or would you let me fall down there?

If I cried,
Would you care?
Or would you let my tears stay there?

If I died,
Would you care?
Or would you leave me lying there?

This ItchIt started as an itch, now blood flows from your wrist.
This nightmare from your dreams, your life it sucks clean.
It leaves you with nothing, but keeps your heart beating.
Hurt beyond repair, left broken full of despair.
This itch that won't leave, the one you hide with your sleeve.
Calling out you're name, saying you are the one to blame.
No matter how dark it is, you can never find bliss.
It haunts till the deed is done, because then it has won.
Once it begins, you are never the won that wins.
Curse this evil itch, leaving you with wounds to stitch.
Cured with the love of a friend, I will help you fight it till the end.

True Lies Your smile was kind, you hug was sweet, you no longer made me feel weak.
Your lips so tender, your kiss so raw, you helped my frozen heart thaw.
You were my dream, my love forever, always together.

That was then, before you changed.

Now you hate, never gentle, you went mental.
Promises you broke, dreams shattered, all by your laughter.
My heart frozen, once again, never to be touched again.

Where did you go, why did you turn so cold?

Tears now fall, engines stall, I miss you all.
I left everyone, their so sad, always mad.
Without a helping hand, I was left to fall, losing it all.

The truth was lies, the lies were true, and now

Mixed EmotionsShe lays her head down and tries to push away the pain. She closes her eyes to try to shut out the world as liquid sorrow rolls down her cheeks. "Why?" Her shattered voice says. Why was she left alone, ignored, left behind. There's a knock on her bedroom door. "Just ignore it" she says to herself, "they'll just call me a cry baby". After a few more minutes they leave. "Guess they really don't care." Then more tears come. "A nobody, that's all I'll ever be", she thinks to herself. Silent sobs can be heard coming from room if you listen close enough. Another knock. She hears the door open and someone slip into the room and reclose the door. "He

Snowflakes Mixed With TearsIt's snowing for the first time tonight, but you can't feel it.
All you can do is sit in your little room as they watch you, watching the snow.
I stand out here, wondering what you are feeling, and I start to cry.
the cold nips at my cheeks,now freezing and red, I cry wishing you could feel the snow too, but you can't, all you can do is watch, while they watch you.
My lungs burn and I can see my breath as I stare out at the falling snow, thinking of you.
The snowflakes mix with my tears, falling to the ground, just like the snow...

Forgotten 1I am forgotten,
My scars are unknown.
All the friends I have,
I don't know how I got them.
I must be too drunk to remember.

I have forgotten,
All the times I've been bound,
And I realize I don't have a friend.
I'm too high to remember.

They have forgotten me,
And I have let them.
I have let them be,
All for the sake of me.
I wanted to be alone,
Wanted to be forgotten,
But I didn't understand,
I was too drunk to remeber,
That I had caused the downfall
in my own life.

I am too hammered
To really care at all.
I have been forgotten,
Now you see me fall.

I am to dark inside,
To really care at all.
I am too cold in my own

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HATE

by ~bloodcofee, Nov 24, 2012, 2:35:19 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

You try too hard to think
That it's not the case
That hate is just born like that
But what you deny
Is the truth
Hate can be born out of love
And envy
Even though you know it
Inside of you there is this
Little voice that whispers the truth
You try hard to ignore it
And not to see it
And to mask it
You hate more
But in the end you are
Just a person who
Lusts for love...
Don't hide it
And don't run away from yourself
Just face it and you will see more clearly...